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once again, like a bullet as a friend
tell me: can that be all there is?
Created on 2006-07-20 19:38:33 (#10714521), last updated 2007-04-04
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Basic Info| Name: | @£i$oŇ |
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| Location: | Chicagoland area, United States |
BioTwenty. College student (psychology/anthropology) at the University of Michigan (Go Blue!). Vegetarian. Shy. Intellectual. Eating disordered. Socially anxious but friendly. Nervous habits. Working on getting better.
"And I'm holding three bindles of bullshit/ And you're buying them 'cause you are addicted/ To the pure and totally uncut
I'm not here to amuse you/ I'm here to abuse my body/ I'm here because old habits die hard
And seriously, what else am I supposed to do/ This isn't my job, my hobby, my habit/ It's sad, but this is my life"
"I would prove them wrong, that Great They for whom I have always lived. I would prove there was no child here, no weepy and weak little creaure, no bouncy smiley smart-but-lazy rah-rah teen, no crazy kid, none of the things that they saw. I would disappear, only to come home reinvented. I would be unrecognizable upon my fleeting returns.
This fantasy was realized, but not quite the way I had intended. In deciding to remake myself, I managed to avoid the fact that I would also, by definition, have to erase what self there was to begin with. I began to wonder . . . if total erasure had been my intent all along." - Mayra Hornbacher, Wasted
"And I'm holding three bindles of bullshit/ And you're buying them 'cause you are addicted/ To the pure and totally uncut
I'm not here to amuse you/ I'm here to abuse my body/ I'm here because old habits die hard
And seriously, what else am I supposed to do/ This isn't my job, my hobby, my habit/ It's sad, but this is my life"
"I would prove them wrong, that Great They for whom I have always lived. I would prove there was no child here, no weepy and weak little creaure, no bouncy smiley smart-but-lazy rah-rah teen, no crazy kid, none of the things that they saw. I would disappear, only to come home reinvented. I would be unrecognizable upon my fleeting returns.
This fantasy was realized, but not quite the way I had intended. In deciding to remake myself, I managed to avoid the fact that I would also, by definition, have to erase what self there was to begin with. I began to wonder . . . if total erasure had been my intent all along." - Mayra Hornbacher, Wasted
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5 a day, adderall, alton brown, animal rights, athleticism, bad religion, being pretentious, detox diet, eating disorder education, environmentalists, green tea, health, impeaching bush, learning, liberalism, mocking scensters, much the same, naturally slim body types, nofx, not conservatives, novels by dave eggers, pissing off conservatives, politics, punk rock, reading & writing, things in order, veganism, writing lists
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